I'm surrounded

I am surrounded once again by pregnant ladies. While I am always happy for my friends when they decide to procreate I can't help but be bitter this time around. So far all of my friends that have kids are happily married and planned the arrival of their little miracles, and I could not have been happier for them and their growing families. This time all the pregnant women I know are unmarried and mostly living at home with their parents. I am still happy for them, it is just difficult for me to watch so many other people having babies when I can't. I mean I guess I could have a baby, but it wouldn't be the responsible thing to do for Christopher and I. I know I am making the right decision to wait for a family but I still want that, and I'm still jealous.

I know this is whinny, but I went to college and got married and I still don't get to have a baby. It's frustrating. I know that one day we will have a family and I'll be happy that we waited. I'm just impatient.

So for now, I will buy baby gifts for every girl I know that gets herself knocked up. I just hope that when I finally get around to having kids they all at least have some good hand me downs for my kids and decent advice for me.

I will also be making fun of pregnancy photos like it's my job. Please don't be offended, I'm just a heart broken, jealous, bitch.


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